Tuesday

i hate it !

if you're best friend draw his back to you? how are you gonna react? how are you gonna ask him what happened? how are you gonna deal with things you do together without him? how are you gonna solve problems that you know that he can give you good advice? how are you gonna face mornings without his text messages saying "ingat ka!"? how are you gonna say i'm alright when you really know that you're hurt, that you can't make it a happy day because you know that a piece of you was missing. and what hurts more are the memories you've shared for years and those promises that still linger in your ears. :( SAD isn't it? but ooh i can't blame him for drawing his back to me. I really hate people who suddenly change. but i don't hate him anyway. :) i am thankful that i had him for almost 5 and half years.

2 comments:

  1. Aww..I had experienced the same (or probably even harsher); I could totally empathize. On the other hand, you might be changing, too OR this "loss" cab bring about a change in you that might be good (i.e., more self-reliant, stronger, more trusting in yourself). Devah? Keep the faith!

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