I don’t give a damn!!

♥I am out of control sometimes.

♥I lose my temper easily.

♥I always complain.

♥I am totally beyond my limits and patience.

♥I thought I could handle this, I never knew that it was pretty hard.

♥Music always heals my sorrow,

but this time it takes more than music to regain my soul of life, to strive for a better life.

♥Sometimes I feel like screaming.

♥Sometimes I wish can break someone’s nose.

♥Sometimes I really want to give up.

♥Sometimes I run away from the truth.

♥Sometimes I want to face them.

♥Sometimes I hide, sometimes I don’t.

♥Sometimes I wish for someone to save me.

♥Day by day,

I have to face reality.

♥Week by week,

I had plenty of discrimination.

♥Month by month,

I need to correct my mistakes.

♥Year by year,

I try to change for better.

♥I was mess up since young.

When I turned 15, I realize my wrong doings.

However there are still imperfections.

I tried to change myself, but sadly I can’t.

♥I am no longer crying for any reason,

But many troubles and thoughts are always in my mind.

Now I feel like letting out my tears.

Slowly and gently rolling down the cheek,

Just to look as it was a small matter.

Inside of me something is growing,

It took me a short time to notice it,

♥It’s sorrow!!!!!!!!!!!♥

♥Oh, how I wish to be set free,

I am tired of the shame and comments

And all the things that happened to me,

♥When will this end?

No, it will not end. It’s way too soon.

It was just the beginning.

FAILURE doesn’t mean you’ll NEVER make it,

It means it will take a LITTLE LONGER.