goooooodmorniiing :)

I want gazillions of

Jelly Ace !

PLS ?

HATER

EAGER

ZANY

EXCITED

LOVER

MANGO FAMILY :)

SO HAPPY TOGETHER.

05-29-10

@ Marinduque National Highschool

WHEN I WAS YOUNG, I NEVER NEEDED ANYONE, AND MAKING LOVE WAS JUST FOR FUN. THOSE DAYS ARE GONE.

be free from people :)

Be free from people

© Do not be intimidated

© Do not live for man’s approval

© Do not be afraid to be alone

© Do not love too much

© Do not be too close to people

Set people free :)

SET PEOPLE FREE

Only very few gifts are important and needed. One of them is the gift of freedom. Those who are held in reserve is rebelling because they want to be free. Freedom is so precious and very important because people can dominate and control others for selfish reasons.

WHO TO SET FREE?

Maybe the title itself makes you think of persons you need to be set free. Right?

People who are under our control.

Set free those people we dominate and control for selfish reasons and for selfish gain to suit our personal tastes, desires and agenda.

PHYSICALLY

Bullying weak people around you.

FINANCIALLY

People who are dependent on us financially can be easily manipulated.

SOCIALLY

These are people who depend on our graces for their social mobility as well.

EMOTIONALLY

People who are under our emotional power, people we love that we can so easily abuse.

WHY SET PEOPLE FREE?

We set people free because God made people free.

When you set people free, you become free yourself. It is a big burden to control and watch over others.

HOW TO SET PEOPLE FREE?

Let people think.

Let people speak.

Let people be themselves.

..

* i am not my name, i am not my past, i am not even my body, i am who i am.. *

someone :)

If you’re in need of someone who can fulfill your happiness, someone who can give you your peace of mind, someone who can light up your day, someone who can sing for you even they don’t know how, someone who will rush to see you if you text them, someone who knows how to make you smile, someone who will never ever let you down, someone who will grab your mistakes, someone who will tell you right from wrong, someone who can give you advices if you’re in trouble, someone who will scold at you because they’re jealous of people next to you, someone who will sit next to you even though he should be in their house, someone who will tell you “I am sorry” “I love you” “I miss you” “I will never leave you” “don’t hold on, I will, for you, for me, for US”, someone who can understand your reasons why, someone who can catch you whenever you fall down, someone who can let you tie their hair and play with it, someone who can wipe away your tears and say “I’m here oh there’s no reason to cry, right?” someone who will never tell straight to your face that you’re wrong, but rather say “hey sweetie, I know you don’t know all things, but I’m here to teach you how” someone who will bring you to the park late at night because he prepared a surprise, someone who will bring you in a seaside, let you into a small nipa hut because inside of it there are paintings where you see your face, and when you look out the window, there’s a big lettering of blue roses which states “I love you”. Well you’re sorry there’s no one in this world could ever be you prince. You’re living in this real world, don’t hope too much, just dream and when you wake up tell yourself “i wish I can fly, and get out of this real world, and ill go somewhere I can dream the reality” .

I don’t know how & where to stop. There are so many points in my life that I should stop something but it was pretty hard for me to do. I don’t know why. And I don’t know how to control things around me. Maybe I was just not mature enough to face things in this very wrong time. I may not understand people, I may not appreciate things, but I do have my feelings. You can dump me, but wait until I acquire you a payback. You can do whatever you want me to experience, you can cause me so much pain, and you can slap me all over again with your full strength, but remember: don’t leave me with my breathe still on going because I might have prepared so much than what you deserve. And also put this in your mind, “I DON’T KNOW HOW & WHERE TO STOP”. Immature isn’t it? Be Careful with what you’re doing because you don’t know even a little truth about me. I am a kiddo and I’ll bruise you up like what a spoiled brat kiddo always does.

bloop bloop!

Little miss blah blah..

Ha-ha cute isn’t it? I am little Ms. Blah Blah. They call me like that because I’m so maarte daw. [YUCK! I am now little miss CONYA]ha-ha lol! Whenever they’re askin` “what’s wrong?” I always come up to an answer like “wala. Ewn ko. Basta!” ha-ha and I always answer a question with a question too. That’s why people get irritated. Oh well! This is me. Ha-ha. If I want to tell you I will. Right Mr. young man? You there? :]] if I want to burst out my feelings I will. Right Mr. DJ? Yow! Ha-ha. I sleep cuddling my pillow and with an eyes shut! OFCOURSE. Which normal people will sleep with his eyes open? Ha-ha! I can’t sleep in a room where there’s any shaft of light unless I am scared. Ha-ha! I am little Miss matanong! Am I right? Ha-ha! A person gets irritated when I asked them a simple question that even a kid knows the answer! Yadda heck?! What can I do if I really don’t know? You can’t force me to be little Miss Genius, because I can’t this is the real me. Don’t know anything, but knows what’s right from wrong! Moving on…….. I am little Miss Chuckle, ha-ha because I always laugh quietly, oh what I mean is I always say something with a quiet laugh! :P I am little Miss I don’t know. That’s why I am little Miss Blah Blah! :)

I don’t give a damn!!

♥I am out of control sometimes.

♥I lose my temper easily.

♥I always complain.

♥I am totally beyond my limits and patience.

♥I thought I could handle this, I never knew that it was pretty hard.

♥Music always heals my sorrow,

but this time it takes more than music to regain my soul of life, to strive for a better life.

♥Sometimes I feel like screaming.

♥Sometimes I wish can break someone’s nose.

♥Sometimes I really want to give up.

♥Sometimes I run away from the truth.

♥Sometimes I want to face them.

♥Sometimes I hide, sometimes I don’t.

♥Sometimes I wish for someone to save me.

♥Day by day,

I have to face reality.

♥Week by week,

I had plenty of discrimination.

♥Month by month,

I need to correct my mistakes.

♥Year by year,

I try to change for better.

♥I was mess up since young.

When I turned 15, I realize my wrong doings.

However there are still imperfections.

I tried to change myself, but sadly I can’t.

♥I am no longer crying for any reason,

But many troubles and thoughts are always in my mind.

Now I feel like letting out my tears.

Slowly and gently rolling down the cheek,

Just to look as it was a small matter.

Inside of me something is growing,

It took me a short time to notice it,

♥It’s sorrow!!!!!!!!!!!♥

♥Oh, how I wish to be set free,

I am tired of the shame and comments

And all the things that happened to me,

♥When will this end?

No, it will not end. It’s way too soon.

It was just the beginning.

FAILURE doesn’t mean you’ll NEVER make it,

It means it will take a LITTLE LONGER.

ahoy! :D

Lots of unexpected things take place in my life. I wa sn’t able to explain, because me myself don’t understand what was really it is. Can I properly say that it is UNUSUAL? I don’t know the right term but for now it’s really unusual. I got this feeling that I’m sort of self-conscious. It was like feeling deeply and awkwardly aware of my failings and shortcomings believing that others are noticing them too. I am unsure of myself, feels like I am lacking of confidence in everything I do. It sucks to feel this way. Where’s me? Where’s that little fearless girl. I’m not that girl who shut up her mouth when something is wrong. I’m very frank as far as I know. I always let other people know what I’m thinking about. But where the hell that girl goes? I can’t speak myself; I can’t let out what was really me. What am I afraid of? What others would think of me? WHY? I perform well in my classes. I perform well in spiritual dimension of my life. What more? Why such this feeling is taking over me. As far as I know, there’s so many opportunities waiting for me but what, I am stopping my self from the things I want to do. NO! I am not stopping myself, someone is stopping me. Why they don’t understand? I want to run, I want to dance, I want to express myself, express what was really me, not this kind of girl that you keep on reminding not to do this, not to do that, not to say this, not to say that. How can I be so grown up girl, if you would always stop me from things I want to do, I am not a prison nor your owning. If I made mistakes then OK! Let me learn with my mistakes. There’s no harm in trying. I can’t understand why they’re always putting me down. They always say “it’s not yours to do. Let other people do it for you” dang! What will I do then? Wait for tomorrow? Wait till I’m old enough and know nothing? How can I stand on my own feet, if in little things I can’t decide?

BP Oil spill..

The BP oil spill could be the greatest environmental problem that US Government had, and it'll take months or years to be fixed. An environmentalist said that it is hard to find out what's the impact of of the oil spill,a nd that their case is difficult. many places in Louisiana is polluted. the oil spill really caused threats to the seafood business. it already killed 11 people and threatening the oceans wildlife. university of southern Florida found a plume headed towards albama coastline.

i hate it !

if you're best friend draw his back to you? how are you gonna react? how are you gonna ask him what happened? how are you gonna deal with things you do together without him? how are you gonna solve problems that you know that he can give you good advice? how are you gonna face mornings without his text messages saying "ingat ka!"? how are you gonna say i'm alright when you really know that you're hurt, that you can't make it a happy day because you know that a piece of you was missing. and what hurts more are the memories you've shared for years and those promises that still linger in your ears. :( SAD isn't it? but ooh i can't blame him for drawing his back to me. I really hate people who suddenly change. but i don't hate him anyway. :) i am thankful that i had him for almost 5 and half years.